Several Changes (12/14/18)
Good morning!
It’s been a while since I have been on here with an update. Honestly in the past few months there have been several changes. I’m not able to eat very well and go days without eating which makes me very weak. Which has left me losing around 4 to 5 lbs a week. I’ve lost probably guessing 50lbs am no longer able to drive very long distances cause I’m in creditably weak. Now my Mother in law takes my girls to school and my mom picks them up from school every day. We are so appreciative but feel so bad. Brad is so busy taking care of me, the kids and work. I don’t know how he does it!! His work has been so understanding thank goodness!!!
So like I said the last few months have been interesting. I have been over tired due to not sleeping and trying to push through but sometimes just can’t. Last week I was in the bathroom and slid or lost my balanance and fell and busted my chin open, I probably needed stitches but I just bandaged it. Brad was so worried it wouldn’t stop bleeding and called My hospice nurse to came to see me and decided I shouldn’t be left
anyone without someone here but thought I would heal okay. I’m embarrassed but it is true I am weak and it probably isn’t safe. For the first time they have been a little straight forward thinking my diseased has progressed. If that’s true I hate that but I’m going to rest and do everything I can to give myself longevity. I just need prayers to make it through the holidays and try to have the energy to do fun activities with my kids!!
I apologize if his message doesn’t make since my vision is blurry (which I’m getting glasses today). Next time I may talk my update which the thought of makes me cringe lol.
My agenda today is to pick out my burial plots and an apt. with my hospice nurse. Also have Brad take me to run a few Christmas errarnds.
Thankyou so much for your support!!! Love you all so very much for the support.
Love always xoxoxo
Jessica