Hello❤ just stopping in so ya know I’m still hanging on! The reason that I word it like that is because recently I heard an old lifehouse song and there’s a line that says “I’m holding on, barely breathing. With a broken heart, that’s still bleeding.” That couldnt ring more true for me. Best way to describe me right is that I’m walking around with a broken heart. Broken for all the reasons you could come up with, but I try to push on. So just a warning, if you run into me I may be smiling one minute and crying the next with no warning! Physically my body hurts everywhere, all the time. Usually if I get out and about 1 day, the next day I’m down. Frustrating but it is what it is. 
So I’ve been on hospice for a little over a month. At 1st it was super overwhelming and a whirlwind. I’m still not 100% this is right but it has to be at the moment. I want to thank again all of you that go out of your way to make me feel thought of, important and loved. Along with caring for my family also. I pray you remember them when I’m gone as that’s when they are gonna need you all the most. Thankyou for all the cards,texts, flowers,posts etc. They really mean so much to me and definitely bring a smile on my face! I’m one blessed person to have so much support. If u have messaged me and I haven’t responded, well u know me I get overwhelmed. I will get back to you. You wouldn’t believe how hard it is to form a paragraph somedays or have a positive attitude so I just postpone my response not because I dont care but because my brain cant make a sentence. It’s sometimes all I can do to just get out of bed. Well I’m getting sleepy so I better head to bed. So much love for you all and I will be back with a post sooner than later!
Love always xoxo
Jessica